The results are in....

You would think in the age of modern medicine that we live in that when someone is in crippling pain something would show up. Nope :) Time to invest in a 2nd heating pad and buy stock in Advil.

Got Frustration??? :)

Everyone has reasons to stress, and I certainly don't have as many reasons as most people I know. So why when I'm in the middle of alligators do I forget that and start to feel picked on? So dumb, I know. Maybe if I write down all the dumb stupid reasons I find myself dreading waking up in the morning, maybe I can realize how silly I am being and move on with this, yet another day.

• illness...neverevereverending illness
• money...stupid stupid stupid money
• never being able to find what your looking for because it's all in boxes
• keeping a house clean with 4 kids
• trying to have a good attitude
• endless doctors appointments and tests
• coming up with lunch ideas
• trying to cook soy and wheat free
• keeping my yard looking nice...and feeling guilty that Bryan does most of it when he feels like garbage.
• education....why does it help everyone else???
• money...oh how I loathe thee
• how my swamp cooler makes my house smell musty...ugh!
• never knowing the right thing to say, but proficiency at making things worse
• how tithing blessings never seem to come in the form that I want (yet, to be fair, in the end, it has ALWAYS worked out)
• the fact that I have to make stupid lists to vent in the hopes that someone will tell me, even if it's a lie, that it will all be okay and that I need to grow up, step up, and quit whining. :)