Random...

Here are some random pleasures for your viewing pleasure, and some random thoughts, for, well, my therapy ;)


I am trying to force myself to write my brother's letter for his parole hearing. I really don't want to do it, so I'm blogging.


Tuesday my sister came to spend the night. We had so much fun doing, well, nothing. I feel guilty for how boring we've become when people come over, but we are who we are I suppose. She is the epitome of a pure-hearted soul. My kids adore her, and someday, I hope to grow up to be just like her.


Yesterday, I spent the better part of my day making a shopping list. In my mind, if I got all of my shopping done in one big swoop, I will spend a lot less in subsequent shopping trips. I nearly had coronary failure, however, spending that much of our food budget in one stop.


Bryan also had a meeting where the district he works for hinted strongly that there wouldn't be any principal openings this year. Yeah, I hate money.


Last night, I had a really weird, random bad dream. It wasn't really about anything, but I woke up just feeling blah, do you ever have those?


I have been trying since November to make an appointment for Bryan to see a Neurologist up at the U. Somehow, someone, in all of their holiday mayhem, forgot to do something for about 4 weeks, so I am still waiting to make the appointment. I don't know why I'm anxious, it's only a 2 MONTH waiting list to get in. If they called me back tomorrow (which they won't) it would be at least March 7th. Not that it's going to change anything, but dangit, I want to know for sure what is going on. I have lots of theories and guesses, but I want to know. I am procrastinating gearing up for what's ahead, because if you don't know, it's not real. Not the best ideals to operate by to be sure, but it works.


Aeden and Asher were ice skating on my coffee table tonight. Couples ice skating, mind you. They are just two of the things, I mean PEOPLE, I find myself INCREDIBLY grateful for.


Now I am back to my letter...his 2nd parole hearing is coming up in a month. Yeah, I am going to put this off as ... long ... as ... possible. Ooooo, the Office is on! Saved by the bell ;)