The whys outweigh the hows

So I write a lot about the ups and downs of life, but this one is a little of both, but in a good way.



Bryan has started in with some new and really impressively scary symptoms lately, ones that have gotten us both thinking. It's nice because for now, they never come to stay, but they are there long enough to make us wonder what this is that his crazy body is doing. Well, yesterday proved to be one of his more "impressive" days as far as crazy symptoms go, and it was a bit nerve wracking. But this morning, as he was getting ready for work and his body was cooperating better, I just had a very calm feeling.

No, this little adventure may not have been what I signed on for, but I have no doubt that whatever the future holds we are where we are supposed to be, Heavenly Father knows EXACTLY what is wrong with Bryan, and when the time is right, if it's right, we'll find someone who can figure that out for us, and I know that we need this experience. And above all, I know it is all going to work out for the best. Bryan told me a quote he read recently and it really sums up how I feel...

"He who has a why to live for, can bear almost any how." -Nietzche-

We have a lot of wonderful whys to live for, so the hows seem a small price to pay.